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Once, as a child, we were dead center (or so it seemed) of a really
severe electrical storm; with sounds so loud the affect was a bit
more like explosions on our nerves. Though, thankfully, all the
family was home; family couldn't even have kept us safe.
We gathered around the kitchen table, praying first then trying to
find ways to entertain each other so as to distract from all the
noise. And, of course, everything within the house had been turned
off and unplugged, except the kitchen light and a radio; as it was
just that bad a storm. Then finally, mom got up, went over by the
sink, and unplugged the radio, too; as the lightning was too close
to take the chance of leaving it on. Perhaps that was our clue,
lighting was near to striking.
Then, with every boom, there was a moment of silence; listening to
determine if a tree would be falling on the house or whatever else
might happen next. And, no matter how we tried to ignore all that
noise, we couldn't help but jump when the sound seemed like a
megaphone blaring in our little kitchen.
None-the-less, when lightning finally did strike our house, the
thunder must have been as loud as if we were sitting in the very
cloud that had made all that noise. There wasn't anyone left but what
was at a nervous jitter and, of course, the baby cried.
Then came what one might have thought to be the most important moment of
silence ... listening ... listening ... l i s t e n i n g. But, nothing
horrible happened. We heard it. We saw it. The lightning went right
by our heads, but nothing. Where did it go?
We were immediately hushed as Dad left the table to research what damage
the lightning might have caused. Only by now, the silence was that we
dare not make another sound until the verdict had been determined.
Though it was a bit difficult, we knew this was potentially serious and
we children managed to continue shaking quietly.
But still, it was a bit of a mystery as all there was, just past the
kitchen, was a small utility area; a furnace, a hot water heater, a
washer and a dryer ... and all appeared to be in working order. So,
dad scanned the room further. There was some metal shelving with a
few things on the shelf, a metal tool box (not hot) with all tools
appearing to be in tact, and an ironing board and iron ... and the
iron hadn't even been plugged in. That's about all that was in the
room, unless you want to count dad's work shoes. So, what, now?
I'm pretty sure, by this time, dad was calling upon some Heavenly
discernment, as he decided to scan the room one last time. He scanned
the floor, the curtain rod, the ceiling light, switch plates. "What
could he be missing?" "The walls, maybe it went through the wall.
Look for a hole or something in the wall."
He looked and looked, then ... there, he saw it; the electrical box.
Oh, my! Just barely a few feet from where we were sitting, lightning
had come through the house and stuck the electrical box. On the outside
cover of the box, one of the four screws had been burned out; which was
barely an inch from electrical power.
Next, dad tested the box itself, to be certain it wasn't hot or having
electrical current running through the metal cover. Then, once he
concluded it might be safe to open, he did and it was determined that
all electrical wiring remained in tact. Shew! That was it? Lightning
only hit one little screw? Now, what are the odds of that?
Though the storm didn't stop right away, parents reasoned that, for God
to protect us from something as close as that, we could be assured we'd
be safe through the rest of this storm. Then, mom turned the radio back
on and left us children the option to leave the table, whenever we felt
comfortable to do so.
While having never been amidst such an extreme electrical storm since,
God already knew this early experience would prove beneficial to me as
an adult.
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As it happened, for twenty years, we lived in a small rural community
surrounded by miles and miles of farming flatland. And, as we were
located, it was quite common for our house to be slammed with 50 mph
winds and sometimes greater; whether those winds included rain, snow,
hail, ice, blizzard, or debris. And though the older windows had been
storm window covered, glazed, caulked, stuffed, drapery and blind covered,
and once even blanket covered to slow down the effect, it would sound as
if every next slam against the house would be the one that caused windows
to pop out or break.
Yet, even though childhood fear was not knowingly present, these episodes
would produce reoccurrence of that same jittery feeling I had experienced
as a child. And as it were, I couldn't seem to make my jumpiness stop.
Though, I did not want to impose fear on my children; even by my appearance
of such.
Therefore, considering that, put with other weather experiences (like
tornadoes, ice storms, white outs, blizzards, ice storms, and even our
house once being buried in snow) and witnessing the undesirable wining
of some with even the slightest weather change, it gave me confidence in
God concerning such things and left clues as to how to pray more effectively.
So, when I first began coming to God regarding the weather, I just told
Him how I saw it to be ... that He knows exactly how much water we need,
and how much outdoor plants and trees need (and, whether we think they
need that much or not, He knows if a dry spell is coming next week) ...
that He knows just how much cold we need, to keep bugs from taking over,
etc ... and that I appreciate all those things and am thankful He takes
care of it (and I don't have to), that He knows how to do it better than
me, and so I won't tell Him how to do His job.
None-the-less, in addition to already loathing the crippling and victimizing
feeling of fear, I do not want to dishonor God in even the appearance.
So, concerning storms, all I ask is that He, please, not terrorize us ...
that He not allow what He is doing, with the weather, to terrorize us ~
as terror does not come from God. Thus, wherever the blame goes, just
don't let us be terrorized. That's all I ask.
Whether a perfect prayer or not, it worked. I didn't need to 'know' if
I said the words exactly right. I did not have to ask forgiveness for
unknown unrelated sin, and I didn't even have to get on my knees.
Neither did I ask God to get rid of the storm or tell Him how to get
the job done. Also, I didn't have to relive an old experience to overcome
and become a better me. It was the noise that most affected me and all I
asked was for God, however He would so choose, to help me honor Him by
meeting my need ... and He did.
Soon in awe, it was amazing! Drawing hubby to our kitchen window, we
stood and watched rain spinning on a neighboring roof, while we couldn't
tell it was even touching our house. When wind came from another direction,
it appeared to bypass us altogether. When tornadoes didn't land, I'd
finally go outside to see why so much silence, then run to call my daughter
to come see what God had just done. It would suddenly be a beautiful sunny
day, with no sign there had ever been a storm at all!
I can change the weather; not by my works but just by bringing the need of
my heart to God ~ every time. It is not a bit uncommon, as happened this
year, among other storms, that a 6"-10" snow prediction hit our entire
part of the state, except that it did a horseshoe around the entire city
we now live in. As it was, my youngest needed safe traveling to get home
with her babies and God left her a clear wide path.
In fact, one year, the TV radiologist got replaced for his lack of accurate
predictions; poor guy. Do you suppose they would have believed me had I
told them it wasn't his fault?
While I make no claim to having obtained in all areas of life, I look
forward to that possibility and, in the meantime, know this. We limit
God when we tell Him how to meet our need. Just know that He loves us
enough to get the job done.
© 2005 by Joyce C. Lock
http://our.homewithgod.com/heavenlyinspirations/
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